proud t'b HUIKANG

2010-07-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

Finally atec stage 2 is over!
At least now i can smell my ORD date.
Ops duty at tekong next week. For whatever reason, don't ask me what happened, cos i don't know also.
Kinda feeling empty nowadays. (:
ORD is getting nearer, and my future seems uncertain.
Still thinking hard on what to do after my ORD.
Looking at ppl finished army, some rotting at home the whole day, doing nothing. No jobs no nothing.
Some rot but at least they're waiting for their uni to start.
Taking practical lessons very week. But yet to book at test date. LOL.
Ok. Shall settle things on hand faster and get it over and done with.
1. Renew PDL.
2. Book a test date.
3. Plan for future seriously. LOL.

tohhuikang.

2010-02-13T01:54:00.003+08:00

Thanks E.
U've made my day today.
Thanks for the dinner.
Thanks for the movie.

U brought back all our good and bad memories.
Good in the sense that i once had ur accompany and love.
Bad in the sense that i didn't cherish u and treasure our love enough.

I don't expect that u will return to my side.
Cos i know u won't be happy either.
I'm glad to see that now u've grown up and
being able to take care of urself.
I'm glad to see that u're much happier compared to the past.

Well, take good care of urself and strive for the very best.
I'm really glad that once in my life, i had u as my love.
I'm sorry that i didn't cherish u in the past.
I know nothing can change now.
whenever u feel low, always remember..
There's someone who is just 8 digits away..
and... That's me.

Loving u always..

2010-02-04T22:44:00.004+08:00

I've failed.
I've failed as your leader to groom u better.
I've failed to understand u better though i always thought that i know u well.
But it doesn't matter at all now.
Be it personal or official, i think responsibility is a very big word.
The leaders may be in the wrong, but the boys - ur responsibities, are innocent.
Today's society does not go your way, neither does it go my way. It goes the boss's way!
I don't think i'm that nasty or unreasonable to talk with.
Well, after all, i don't have any regrets cos i've done my part as your leader, a leader that u've been calling "SIR" since sec 1 till now.
Now that u've thrown away your responsibility, your commitment and your passion towards scouting and the boys.. There's no need for me to say anything anymore.
Well, wish you all the best in everything you do! Take care.

2009-11-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

Hmm. Recently was busy with standby duties, watching tv in camp and some scouting stuff. Mind is in a blank now but still wanna blog, don't know why.
Some quick updates.. 21/22 nov - venture investiture hike.
28/29 nov - first class scout standard hike.
19-22 dec - APC.
Well, having block leave from christmas tilll new year. So still wondering how to go for APC. Hmm. Yeah. standby duty is finally finishing soon. But sad to say.. complex guard duty is coming! Damn it.
Nothing much to talk about. Just suddenly feel like coming in here.
Alright, nothing alr though. Bye~

I miss u. <3

2009-10-11T01:41:00.002+08:00

you don't understand me.
you didn't even try to understand me.
no point explaining becos to you, all that were just excuses to cover myself.
tried changing but you can't??
tried forgetting but not so soon??
LIES!
well...

tohhuikang thinks that everything is over.

2009-08-03T23:15:00.003+08:00

Hey, once again, a big thank you to everyone who have wished me on my birthday.

SMS:
Mum, Don, Leong, Ernest, Gabriel, Jia Jian, Kelvin, Yuan Yiing, Houson, Jun Hao, Yuan Xuan ah di, Delon Tan.
In person:
Desmond, Qihao, Kennedy, Darren, Shaohui, Jia Ying, Rebecca, Ngee Song
Facebook:
Mark, Jody, Jouis, PS Jonathan, Mr Cheong, Veronica, Joyce Lim, Sgt Zhi Xiang, Sgt Kian Hui, Yeapmin, Derek Chew, Ian, wasiur, Chris Tan, Gerald (Attila), Wen Jin, Xue Ting.
MSN:
Derrick, Yinchoon, Shawn, Gary Kwan, Feng Long
Friendster:
LEONARD AH DI

2009-07-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

Hmmm well, this few weeks had been quite busy for me. Other than in camp training, our unit is involved in this year's NDP security duties. Now my life, everyday is about NS. Booked out on the sat, 12mn, book in on sunday 9pm. What a life.
Rangers' DISCOPOP has been postponed till now, no news at all. Nevertheless, i'm still looking forward to the show! Don't be demoralised ventures.
I'm beginning to miss scouting now. It wasn't a big problem to me, till last sat. Some scouts from NDP contingent managed to recognised me and approached me. Hmmm. Well, guys, keep up the good effort for the parade.
Heard that rangers will be having their common tests this week. alright, boys, all the best. One by one better go study. Yeah.
Hmmm my sec 4s, o level is coming soon. Buck up and start revising now. Gab, no more pool for u. Jouis, after o, i want my CCA! LOL.
Alright, got to prepare my stuff and book in to camp soon.

2009-07-05T00:37:00.002+08:00

Well, it has come to a decision that our DISCOPOP has to be postponed to a later date, which hasn't made known to us yet. But nevertheless, ventures, don't be demoralised. Carry on ur great work and strive for the very best in time to come.
Alright. NDP show was great! The whole effect and show was nice. Parade and army excerise show was cool. Well, the whole idea has changed from the usual NDP show to now, a modern one. The story line was fantastic.
But the worst is coming.. Monday & tuesday having platoon battle course. Field camp!! 2days 1night. I will die! F**K field camp lah. LOL. Hmmm, going des's birthday party tmr at some wuloo place. LOL. Thanks to cheong, he's picking us up.

You have to wait for good stuff. Rangers' DISCOPOP shall not disappoint you, yeah.

2009-06-22T13:23:00.002+08:00

Well. My 4days block leave has ended. Went back to camp on thurs and prepared for NDP rehearsal's duty at marina bay. It was rather tiring. But not a bad experience after all. My sat is gone just like that. Hmmm, going back to normal training lifestyle again. SOC training plus out field training. Haha. Actually quite looking forward to platoon training. I don't have to do anything anyway so yeah. LOL.
Hmmm, 4 more days to Rnagers' DISCOPOP. Well, we still waiting for MOE's reply and decision on whether are we allow to carry on or not. Let's hope that everything still goes on smoothly.
Alright, whatever it is, ventures, keep up the ongoing great work. I believe our effort will not go to waste. Anyway, u guys are doing great yeah! Let's work hard for our ultimate DISCOPOP and make a lifetime experience for everyone who's attending. (:
Good luck!

2009-05-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. Didn't want to blog, but since it's the last day of my BLOCK LEAVE!! So yeah. Woke up at 10plus in the morning, by my phone. Hmmm, i wonder how am i gonna wake up at 5.15am on monday for stupid 5BX?
Bought my lunch and watched tv programme for a while. Stupid DVD cannot be played. WTH. Met up with jouis and went down to VS for his CCA hike briefing. VS is so damn nice lah. And it's big. Almost lost our way in the school. Look, in school also can be lost leh.
Well, jouis, after this week, u're on ur own. Good luck! (:
Block leave is ending... So sad. Back to soldier life again~ 5BX... SOC... IPPT... Endurence run... FUCK SHIT! Opps. Did i just scold NS?
Why one week passes so fast?? And the time in camp is so damn slow?? Alright, OC, PC, sgts & my beloved camp mates.. I'm reporting back soon. Hahaha. See ya soon.
Scout's training later. Got to turn in and wake up early later. Hmmm back to my scouting lifestyle. This is what we call life....

2009-05-19T23:50:00.002+08:00

Hmmm. Currently on block leave. Nothing to do at home also. Damn boring. Wasting my time & money.
Hmmm. Thanks dear. You've made my day today. So sweet of u. (: Well, i promised i'll treat u good good de. Haha.
Oh, went jogging yesterday and met up with joseph, shum, andy and norman for dinner @ chompchomp. Haha. joseph as usual, a funny guy. I really missed SI's life. It's so happening than present lah. Ahhhh... SI!!
Okay. Didn't go anywhere today. Stayed at home the whole day with my sweetie.. (: And that's enough. Alright, shall end here.

2009-05-10T23:25:00.002+08:00

Hey, just a few updates. Just passed out from stagmont camp as a signaller. Returned to unit recently. Did SOC trial test and SOC and ippt actual test are coming up this week, WTF. I'm back to combat life again~
Trades course pop this week. After that, gonna enjoy my 10 days block leave. Hohoho~ That's the only thing i'm looking forward to.
According to cheong, we might have to postpone our campfire to a later date due to the "swine flu". Which means, ventures, u've got more time to plan and brainstorm for better ideas.
Ahhhh... I wanna go back to stagmont camp! Hahah. "Slackmont" camp! Although i miss my unit camp mates, but the feeling is different now. Different platoon, different bunk mates, WTF! Damn it.
Missed joseph and gang. Missed DB boy. ha.
Alright, got to book in tmr. Attempt C today and tmr. Ha. Really not feeling well okay? (:

2009-05-01T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hi. Hmmm, signal course at stagmont camp is finishing. Reporting back to attila company line on monday night. Hmmm, wth, monday end course, monday night report back.. What a SAF..
Hmmm, life at stagmont was fun. Thanks to joseph, shum and darius. They've made the day. Warrent and staff are nice ppl. Not some chee bye bastard. Ha.
Rangers is having our campfire this coming june. Looking forward to it. Yeah.
Alright, shall update more if got the time.

2009-04-12T11:29:00.002+08:00

Don't really have the time to do my own updating of blog. Just a quick updates..
I'm still on course at stagmont camp. Lectures getting more and more boring. But fortunantely got ah pui that joker, to create a laughing atmosphere for the platoon.
Okay, will try to update more.

Take Care Sec Four Rangers!

2009-03-20T16:44:00.002+08:00

Finally, you guys had completed your last exploration hike in your scouting life, the first class scout standard hike. I'm proud of u, seriously. As for me, i have also conducted many FCSS hikes and u guys are my 3rd batch of scouts i'm sending off for O's.
For the past two batches, i don't have much feelings for them. Becos i didnt train them personally all the times. But honestly, i have to say that i can't bear to send u guys off. It's too fast. Time really files. It has been four exciting years.
The reason why i feel extremely sad is becos u guys are my first batch of scouts whom i trained, and tekan-ed and had fun together all the way from sec one till now. Ha.
I have to say, u guys are a bunch of wonderful ppl to be with. Although there're some disciplinary issues over the years, but i believe u guys are sensible.
Corporal punishment is useless on u guys, i'm aware of that. I believe by talking to u all, u guys are able to understand. And so far, till now, u guys are yet to disappoint me. Hmmm, dont worry. No one is gonna bark at u all now. Jody and gang and keep long freaking ghost gay dont know what hair. Ha. Nic can jio xiao mei mei. Archer can panic all u want.
But whatever it is, be it are u coming back as venture, all these are not important yet. What's important is ur upcoming o level. I would really want to see all of u, every single one, doing well and passing with flying colours. And for those who're taking his n level, do work hard and get a place in sec five next yr. Nothing is impossible. Always remember, be the best that u can be. Believe in urself. Aim higher and u will get what u want.
I hope no one disappoint me with ur results uh.
Remember, rangers will always be rangers. We are one BIG family. Fellow brother scouts. U guys are in rangers together with us, always. Nothing can change this. U are just taking a break for studies. Rangers will be waiting for ur return.
All the best guys! And take great care of urself. Don't worry. No Hui Kang to nag at ur hair, ur attire and ur attitude for the next 7 months yeah. Should feel happy about it, u're finally free! Ha. Alright, dont get urself into any stupid trouble. K See ya REAL soon.

2008-11-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

It's just another two more days away. It may just be a simple scout competition compteting with each other and sharing scouting skills. But i'm just feeling so nervous. It is as if i'm gonna get my O level results in two days time.
Well, Rangers. It's time to bring out all your skills and knowledge and strive for the very best for this NPC. I know it has been very tough and tiring for you guys. But i think it's all worth it. Hmm, we shall see it's worthiness.
Always bear this in mind. "Do it right the first time". If you get it right the first time, you don't have to waste time doing it the second time. Hmm, and for ppl who have been trying to slack and never do work one, wake up yeah. Hahaha.
Alright, we shall see. It's just two more days away.
Anyway, all the best guys. I wouldnt say good luck because we don't need luck actually. We need SKILLS! Ha.
Ok, keep it up my BOTAKS! Hahaha. Do your very best and show me the results! Yeah.

P.S I will be away for NPC from the 26 nov to 1 dec. please contct me through my phone.

2008-11-01T03:10:00.003+08:00

Hmmm, thanks JJ, for sending me the photo. Haha, wow. It's like so many people lah. Serangoon District ROCKS! Think this is gonna be the last campfire i'm attending. Hahaha.

Hey hey. 46th Battalion Singapore Armoured Regiment (46 SAR). Hahahah. Wa, fking sien-ed lah, upon receiving that enlistment letter. Hmmm. Die die die~

Stayed at home the whole day. Met up with darren and ah low at around 11 plus. Hmmm, darren, congrats. Hahah. We eventually got the same enlistment date. LOL!

Luckily still can attend NPC. But APC huh?? Hmmm, too bad. :(

Alright, gonna off to bed. There's Scout's training LATER! Hahaha.

2008-10-30T23:12:00.002+08:00

To my NPC team members,
I understand that the trainings are tough and tiring. But do bear in mind that what you guys are doing is an honour to the unit. You may think that the leaders are selfish, trying to win an honour for the unit and just anyhow "tekan" his boys. Then you're wrong.
I personally believe that you guys are already the best. But what i want is the BEST of the best, the ELITE of the elite.
I hope you guys will not disappoint me in this upcoming event, the npc, mother of all competitions.
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Hmmm, i think it's over. And it's time to let go of you. Okay, just take it as i'm just too bothering yeah? I interferred to your personal life? Ha. Think, would i do this to anybody? Would i do this to people i dont even care? Yes, i'm naive huh? Ya, i'm stupid. Blame it all on me then.
Anyway, i think just take it that we never know each other before would probably be the best choice.
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2008-10-28T03:06:00.002+08:00

Here to post some photos to sum up for the past few days. (: Enjoy

After the gang show, went pasar malam with jiajian and some yueng ching scouts. After that, stopped at a wuloo coffee shop for supper and homed.

2008-10-27T01:51:00.002+08:00

I don't hate you. I'm just utterly disappointed in you. In what way am i not being concerned enough? Or am i being too concerned about you, that causes you to think that im bothering?
Yes. I admit, i miss you. i miss you terribly! After that night, i felt asthough i lost something from my body. I hate that kind of feeling. But what else can i do? I can't do anything.
Aren't we used to be very close and happy? Care and concern about each other, meet up for dinner and outings?? And look. Now, i have to treat you like a stranger. You think im happy about this decision huh? I'm suffering from sleepless nights. Yeah, sounded as though very drama huh.
I've said all i felt, did what i could and the rest is up to you. You're on your own now dude. Nothing of your business concerns about me now.
Sorry is all i can say. Take care. Bye.

2008-10-17T19:04:00.002+08:00

Ah.. I never know being a parade commander can be that tiring and "un-fun" also. "phew". Hmmm, npcc, you may take back the chance dudessss. Hahah.
Had been busy with the school speech day parade rehearsals recently. It's tiring! Not the parade part, but the waking up early in the morning! Hahah.
Oh yeah, talking about parade. If you know what i'm referring to, then please wake up your idea huh. Sec threes already still don't know how to prioritise your activities. Such a disgrace and disappointment. If let's say today i'm gonna be harsh and turn things over, then don't blame me, blame yourself.
How can it be so difficult to turn up for parade rehearsals and do your suff after that? Parade not important at all? going out with friends are better?
Seniors, it's time to wake up your idea huh.
"Great disappointment comes with great expectations". I have very high expectations of you guys. Yes, i have to say you guys did impressed me some times. But not all the times. Most of the time is PISSED!
Anyway, guys, good job for your end year exams. At least something i feel proud of currently to overcome my anger! Ha. (:
PLC'2008, you're doing great. Please have something to impress me more before you pass out next year yeah. (:

2008-10-02T04:06:00.002+08:00

Hello. Selamat Hari Raya! Yeah, some may be surprised that Hui Kang eventually said that! hahaha. That's cool that's cool.
Hmmm. Woke up at 3.35pm today. Washed up, and came online. Haha. Yeah, it's dumb i know. Thanks. Mum came back at 5plus and bought me a curry puff. hahah! Darren talked to me online, asked me to go out, blah blah blah.
Watched "connected" with ren. Hmm, nice show afterall. Ok, ok. slowly uh. hahah!
After that, called dane. Actuaaly wanted to play mahjiong at his house, but no leg so decided to go "somewhere". Ha. Took bus 80 down, (i guess you know where the somewhere is huh). Kennedy rejected us, he didnt want to go. It's ok. Boon, i will remember that! Hahaha.
Met up with dane at L18. Hahaha. And... Opps, i did it again. (: Haha.
After that, took a cab home. Dropped dane, that rich boy and then followed by darren.
That's all. Hhaha. I don't know. I'm super duper high now!! Woohoo~

2008-09-17T01:57:00.002+08:00

Woohoohoo~ Hello. I'm back! Haha. Yeah, had been disappearing for many days. Well, PLTC is over, finally. A big thank you to all my devoted committee members who have worked with me for weeks to get this course going. (:
Had been lion dancing for the past few days. Now my whole body is aching. Ha. Sounded as if i id a lot. (:
Went for speech day parade rehearsal just now. After that, went compass point with qihao, darren and chek. Had pizza for dinner and headed for b box.
Bored! Hahah. Ahmad is inside already. Surprisingly he called us again just now. Woohoo, road march uh ahmad.. Good luck!
Ah... When is my enlistment date?? I wanna go in quickly! I don't wanna grow fatter day after day. Hahah.
Alright, update more soon. Take care.

2008-08-27T02:34:00.002+08:00

Finally, ahmad is back. Ha. With him around, i've got one more capable helper to help me out in the camp alr.
Well, went to hs with darren, shawn and ahmad this afternoon for stormband. After a while, thanks to cheong. He topang us to aljiuned MRT station. But, in the end he got us to the wrong one. He dropped us at paya layba MRT station. Haha. I doubt he know also. Anyway, thanks cheong, for the ride.
got the PLTC shirt sample from the supplier. Hmm. The shirt is still ok. Not too bad. Now next is the badge alr. Haha. freddy... (:
Yeah, PLTC is coming, together with my unit's NPC training camp. Ha. Cool. Camp is fun.
Ok, will update more soon.

2008-08-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Well, first thing first, happy 20th birthday to qihao!
Oh, i'm just 11 days away from the PLTC camp briefing and 23 days away from the residential camp. Hahah.
So far so good. Everything is going on smoothly. Thanks to all my ventures and rovers, for bearing this with me yeah. (:
Cool. School national day parade was okay. Colour parties was cool. Contingents.. Hmmm.. Okok lah. hahah. (:
I missed the times during the chalet. Haha. It was fun! Yup, watching "money not enough II" with family tmr. Everybody is talking about the movie yeah. Hahah.
Some says.. "please lah, singapore movie, nothing special, cheap cheap". Then hello, please reflect yourself into the mirror and tell yourself you are a singaporean. Although singapore didnt brought you up, but still, you're stepping on her land dude. Fk those act high class ppl who thinks that local movie are cheapos.
Alright. Nights!

2008-08-03T22:16:00.013+08:00

Yeah. Finally is over. Thanks everyone! I really enjoyed during my birthday celebration. Thanks darren, for everything.
Yup, in short, i just had my birthday spent over at the chalet for the past few days. Had a bbq session and most importantly, all my fellow scouters and brothers turned up.
It would be one of the most memorable birthday i had.

Family

Fellow brothers

FriendsGrandmas

Silas and Soon Huat; i'm not drunk yet

Desmond and me (best scout working brothers)

Drinking

My birthday cake from dad and bro

I really had a great fun birthday that night. Thanks to all my friends and of course my brother scouts, and last but not least my parents. Now, i'm beginning to miss my taiwan scouts. Hope that all of them add me up in msn soon yeah. Alright see ya around!

2008-07-31T00:17:00.005+08:00

Home sweet home! Finally xiao zhuo is home! Wow. Had been away since last friday and im finally home!
Just some quick updates. Hosted thailand and taiwan scouts during the past few days. Brought them to places like singapore zoo, singapore flyer and sentosa. Haha. They're a bunch of people who are fun to be with.
Thanks to the taiwan contingent leader, i got drunk on the third night at their campsite. Haha. But it was fun.
Yeah, and chuan-ge, happy birthday once again. Chuan-ge, their rover, whose birthday is only 3days after mine. And we're of the same age. Wow. Cool. Thanks chuan -ge for the uniform. Hope you've enjoyed yourself during the stay.
Of course, not forgetting my xiao nao nao, zhong nao nao and da nao nao! haha. They're all my nao naos. But, don't be too horny uh all my nao naos.
It's sad seeing them depart from us. And i'm missing them now! :( It was damn fun during the past few days. We joked, we laughed, we scolded each other and slept together! hahah.
Alright, oh ya, im gonna be away again for my birthday chalet. Friends, text me if you're interested to turn up for my chalet yeah.
Okay, see you guys around. (:

2008-07-23T18:30:00.002+08:00

Quick updates. Didn't managed to post up anything for the past few days. Alright. Hmmm. Yesterday ahamd and i went to scout hq for meeting. Supposed to meet DC Yeo to discuss about the PLTC but ended up sitting in for the camporee meeting. Well, that's why scouting for i guess? haha. So thailand and taiwan scouts, see you guys soon! haha.
Today went to hs with ahmad to pass some gifts to cheong and fahizal. After that, headed off to hq again! Thanks to ahamd. He got to return some stuff to halimah.
After that, headed home and slacked!
Alright. I will be away for camp from this friday all the way to next wednesday. hahaha. Don't miss me yeah! (:

2008-07-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

Well, as usual. Woke up at 7.30am this morning. Prepare myself, bathe and headed off to scout training. Felt rather tired because i slept at 4am this morning. Just couldn't get into sleep.
everything was okay. Ncc training was funny and boring. haha.
Qihao texted me at around 11plus. Hahaha. And he came down for training.
After training, we headed off to hougang mall for lunch with jordan and carmen. And after that, headed home for nap. That's all.

2008-07-18T02:40:00.004+08:00

Finally, i've gotten a chalet for my birthday celebration. Once again, thanks darren, for all the expenses.
Went down with dad and darren on wednesday to book the chalet. And thanks uh coasta sands.. gave the wrong price over the phone. What a customer service.
After that, went down to school for scouts training. And the picture below explains all. Ha. Nice one archer.

My Sec 3s were supposed to construct a kitchen shed in the first place. But half way through, thanks to gabriel, we thought of this game. Haha. Not too bad, it was fun after all.
Well, decided to take up this year's PLTC. And i'm still waiting for DC Yeo to reply! hahaha.
hmmm, sadded. Singapore lost to japan in hosting the world jamboree 2015. But it doesnt matter. Good job Singapore! Singapore is still the best country though.
And yeah. Thanks love, for everything today. From the present to the movie and to the dinner at swensons and then to the delay of the stupid NEL train. Hahah.
I'm soooo going to swensons! hahaha.
I'm so happy tonight! Yeah!

2008-07-16T01:38:00.002+08:00

Well, a quick post after so many days of disappearance. I'm back!
Alright, quick updates for myself. Have yet to recover from my sickness still. I'm still down with a slight flu and cough. But generally still okay.
Yup, called up the chalet customer service today. And yeah! Online booking system is down so we've got to go down and book personally and there's vacancies!
All and all, i still like to sincerely thank darren for doing up my birthday celebration for me. Darren, work harder and earn more for limbei's chalet uh! hahaha. (:
Well, thinking of taking up this year's PLTC again. But my big boss is at korea. Ha. So still waiting for that green light before proceeding. It's a bit rush though, but i want to do up my own PLTC this year. Don't know, suddenly got this urged to organize more events and activities! But of course, at the end of the day, i'm still without my best working partners.. Desmond, qihao, ahmad and wenjin! hahaha. Sounds really gay. But well, that's the fact that we do enjoyed working together.
I'm still waiting for ahmad's return. My datuk! haha. *Salute* Come back and help me with my PLTC, hopefully.
Sadded.. Another two of my secondary school friends went into army alr. Ha. Good luck jason and sheldon. Meet up soon!
Oh yeah, congrats to jordan and carmen. Hahahaha!
Okay, time to sleep. Bye!

2008-07-12T01:26:00.003+08:00

Well. Had not been feeling well since tuesday, so didn't post up anything. Yup. Recovered yet have not recovered. That's what described me the best now. Ha. Having flu, cough, no fever, headache and i'm feeling cold every night to the extent that i wear a sweater to sleep! OMG, i can't imagine that.
Went to watch the red cliff with darren just now. And yeah, thanks darren for the movie. And shit the red cliff. It's not the full story! Is to be continued. Well, just hope for the part 2 to be out very soon. ha.
O yup, one more buddy of mine went into NS alr. Hais. Ha. Anyway, good luck jason! All the best yeah. I can't even talk now. Feeling very uncomfortable. :(
Alright guys, wanna go watch my tv show. Well, will post up some pictures soon!

2008-07-06T01:23:00.004+08:00

I didnt sleep the whole of last night. I lay on my bed with my eyes opened, thoughts ran through my mind and the next thing i realised, it was already 5plus in the morning.
Deciding on what to do may looks simple. But the impart of the consequences are big. I want you guys to know, you have to answer for your own actions. Think. In what way are you all unfairly-treated? When did i ever OVER-DEMAND things to go on my way? Have i not given you all enough chances and advises?
Well, enough said. I've done what i THINK i should/could do, and the rest is up to you all already.
Ha. "Sir, you're being too nice". Well, since you guys dont know how to appreciate it then i'm sorry.

LOYALTY !!
It's time to question your loyalty to the unit. Yes, you're angry, tired and pissed. But have you spare a thought for me? Ha. Sounds very poor thing right? Trying to act pitiful here? Sorry. I dont need to.
Ask yourself, who's trying to make things difficult for who? I dont need to make your life miserable during your stay in the unit. My job is to nurture you into young matured adult who knows how to think and react accordingly. Being able to accomplish more things in your life and most importantly, to be a better person.
Okay, i shall not say further. But whoever try to challenge the authorities, then you'll have to answer yourself.

Granny's 80th Birthday..
Reached home from training at around 3plus. Bathed and slept for an hour. Went downstairs for granny's birthday celebration. Thanks darren and yisin. Yeah. They came. Qihao came after that also. Ya, QIHAO; the NS man.
Yeah. Oh Happy Birthday ah ma!
Reached home at 12.15pm. Bathed, blogged and heading off to sleep.
Good Night.

Friday Night

2008-07-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

Don't blame me for being unreasonable. I didn't ask you to get into trouble. Well, it's time to grow up. Thank God that i'm feeling better today. At least, i'm not that pissed off and agitated compared to a few days ago.
Okay. Let's start something new. Woke up at 1.10pm this afternoon. Slacked a while in the house and started mopping the whole house. I don't know. Just got that urge to clean up my house and my room. Oh my parents' room as well. Ha.
Clean and clean and suddenly feel like catching a movie. Rang up Darren and Houson and planned to meet each other at PS at 7pm. Thanks darren and houson. I've waited for you all for almost an hour. Stupidly standing at the station alone??
Watched "Wanted". Quite a nice show though. Ha. Not much of a NC16 content, no fun. Ha.
The show finished at 11 plus. Headed home and yeah. Home sweet home. Ha. Lame. WTF.
Alright, off to bed. Got to wake up at 6.30am later. And well, bebe, take care on your way to malaysia. Ha. Your sleepy sound sounded cute though. Ha. (:

2008-07-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

If you're really remoseful, then you should have cherished the chance we gave you. This isn't the first time and don't ever come and tell me is not your fault. You don't just do things for yourself. You have a lot of things to answer for and many people to answer to.
If you say i'm heartless and being unreasonable, then please look at yourself. Is it being fair to me and the others? Well, it's time to grow up and wake up your idea cause this isn't bringing you any further.
At times, things happened just like that, without knowing it how and why. And many a times you can tell others that that isn't your fault. Well, so whose fault is that? The surroundings? Or the people involved? Or worst still, the people that care about you?
So am i an idiot to all of you? Keeping things from me again and again. Hello. I wasn't born out yesternight. And I was a scout before. Don't ever try to fool me with your stupid tricks.
Well, it's time for you guys to wake up your idea and start telling yourself. If you don't change, if you're not happy, then leave. I'm not here to entertain you nor to pamper you. That's not my job!

It's your Choice

2008-07-02T21:20:00.002+08:00

Ultimately is your choice. No one can tell you what to do. Respect yourself before asking people to respect you. That's what i feel.
On the surface, it may not be your fault. But by not stopping it to happen, you're indirectly allowing it to happen.
Told you guys times after times. Being nice doesnt mean out of hand. Behave like a leader. BE ONE, ACT LIKE ONE.
When can you guys be more matured? This isn't the first time. I seriously don't understand. Am i being such a failure? Or i'm just another idiot to you all.
Yeah. It seems that we're trying to make things big. But look at the whole picture and look at a bigger picture. Be sensible and be smart dudes!
After all, you can chose to leave or to stay. No one can ever force to do anything against your wish. That's all i have to say.

my way

2008-07-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

Presently felt very pissed off. Is my way of handling boys too linent? Or am i being too nice to all of them? These have been going through my mind for nights since last saturday.
Alright. Just a few updates. Attended Manjusri Scouts and Guides Campfire. Not too bad. Just that the sound system for the event not very good.
Had executive meeting on sunday. Well, the outcome was pretty okay. Congrats shawn and thank you ngee song and victor. Vic, i really got to say you're efficient. Ha. Well, it's the passion.
Alright, i guess if i go on some more, my blog will be full of vuglurities. Yeah.

YOU

2008-06-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

Nothing much. As usual, rotted at my grandma house the whole day. Baby nephew came quite early today. To my surprised, he knows how to crawl alr!
Stayed at my grandma house till 9 plus. Reached home, online and started rotting again.
Msn chatted with wenjin, desmond, victor, wasir, franco. Ahhh.. Meetings are coming on their way.
Called ... at 11plus and started chatting. Ha. Your crackers are so noisy and FUNNY! ha. O thanks for your ah wang song and your cute version of ah wang song! It's irritating lah. Damn it. So scaryyyy. :(
Out of sudden, you said you need to hang up the call. Its fine with me though but i don't feel good after hanging up. (: I miss your voice, but nothing could be done.
Now, i've got no mood liao. And i don't feel sleepy at all. But, thanks dean, for keeping me accompany. (: Oh and don't miss me too much, i'm chatting with you. Ha.
Anyway, you've got someone in your mind. Yeah, i may deceive myself by saying i'm back to normal. But deep in my heart i know i cant get over you.
All i can say is.. all the best and best wishes from the bottom of my heart pa.

*It's not that easy.

Taman Negara Trip with Scouts

2008-06-18T23:18:00.003+08:00

Just a quick updates on what had happened during the trip. I really had a fun time with my fellow scouts during the taman negara trip which is held on the 9 - 13june. That was the first time i took a train to malaysia and the feeling wasn't very nice. Ha.
During the trip, we went trekking in the forest called the mount tahan, which i almost cannot tahan. On the second day, we visited the bats' cave as well. It was challenging. We had to go through those narrow spaces inside the cave, with bats just 2m above our heads and at times, the might have shit dropping on our heads.
Next, we continued trekking and took a boat to an island and stayed overnight there. It was quite a nice feeling as i did not have this kind of outing camping for quite some time.
The next morning, we had our water activity. We raft all the way back to our original campsite at Agoh Chalet. ha. Talking about that chalet, it brings me back lots of wonderful and happy memories.
Anyway, Rangers, i'm really proud of you guys. We made it! Although not the whole group was there, but after all, i did really enjoy myself together with you all.
A big thank you to all leaders who had looked after us at all times and encouraged us whenever the boys are giving up.
I really miss the times we had over there. And especially my kopi ice!! Ha. It was damn nice and THICK!
I'm looking forward to the next Rangers overseas outing. But i might just be inside - left, right, left already by then. Ha.

WhatAsunday.

2008-05-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

It's just another sunday. Got disturbed from my sleep by my mum again! As usual, got up to get ready and headed to my granny place. Hahah. Today wasn't that crowded as many of my aunties weren't there. But of course, my baby nephew ru en was there! He was so naughty! Hahaha. Request for milk and refused to finish it. Hahaha. He was yelling and crying all over and only wanted to keep jumping on people's lap. Soo cute!
Reached home at around 8 plus. Sms-ing with that big monster!! Hahaha. Gosh, it's another monday tmr! Opps, is now.
Alright, can't think of anything to post further. Thanks to that monster, now even me is having typing errors!! hahahaha!

1 May 2008; Thursday; Labour Day.

2008-05-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Well, today is a public holiday. Happy labour day to all workers! Alright, update about myself.
Quitted Starhub.
Teaching in Hougang Sec.
Looking for another job.
Waiting for enlistment.
Slacking.
Mum's nagging.
Have been slacking at home for the past few weeks, i should say. Well, life before ns must be enjoyable yeah. Bored at home. Slept till noon almost everyday and gets headache after waking up!
Went hougang mall for a bite and a short walk tooday. And met qihao, lena and ren for dinner. Ha. As usual, ren became emo after dinner.
Alright, mind is blank. See ya!

The Hui Kang Returns.

2008-03-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

Confused.
Depressed.
Heart breaking.
Disappointed.
Lost.

These are the words that best describe me now. Having been working since last year november. Not too bad, but still having that thoughts to leave the company. ha. Well, i need money, so... no choice. Yeah.
Conducted BTC this year. Got damn pissed off by the camp com, but after all, they did their best. Quite happy for the First Class hike candidates. They completed the whole hike eventually. (Another batch of boys going again).
Thanks to "someone", if not, i wouldn't be here writing my blog again. My beloved fan. Chasing after my posts. Ha.
Alright, make it short. Campfire this year!! All the way.

2008-01-11T02:52:00.000+08:00

I don't know if i did the right thing. I took up the position as deputy camp chief for this year's training camp. I'm losing my confidence in running the unit. I just cannot find back the old hui kang that used to lead all the way.
I went back yesterday. I saw something that really pisses me off. Not that worst, but to me, is bad enough. The room is in a mess. The spars are lying around in the field. I'm still wondering, why am i still bothering with these stuff when i can have my time having fun with my friends?
Or should i say i'm being irresponsible? I had been thinking since i'm back home at 6pm. I don't know what i want, and what to do next. Something is somehow stopping me from going back again. I don't know what's that, seriously.
Or should i just take it that i'm forever gonna be with the unit and no matter what others may say, i'm so gonna stay on? I'm not trying to attract attention by stepping down, perhaps, I really need a break. I rang freddy up just now and we had a talk. What he said may be true and may be wrong, to a certain extent. But, am i really that worst? We're still young. We're still learning. Don't expect us to know every single thing.
I'm confused. I really don't know what to do now. What i can do now, is to carry on doing things that i may think is right, to me.

I'm back.

2007-11-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hello. It has been a long time since i last post. Ya, o level is finally over. And now is time to work. Many things happened for the past few months. But didn't get a chance to post it up becuase of this freaking blogger.com. At times, just couldn't sign into the account.
Happy Birthday kelly mei. Sorry, didn't know what you want for birthday present, so didnt get anything for you. (:
Think through, maybe like what hao had said, it's time to let go totally. I'm not being noble here ot trying to gain credit. But i seriously think i had done enough. And no point askng me to adopt to new management that does not suit me at all. BUT, at least end of the day, i know some things have to be changed and improve. I'm glad someone is doing it now, which is a good thing. So whoever that cannot adopt, have to .....
Ha. Exams are over. It's not something to be happy about. Cause when exams are over, you know that results are coming. ha. I found myself a job. That got to coped in an office for 8 - 10 hours everyday. ha. Freak my mouth. ucles are outside on the lips. It's fucking ugly.
Alright, got to go. Calling ******. ha.

thoughts

2007-09-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

Just came back from clinic with ahmad, darren and his girlfriend, phine. She got food poisoning and dehydration. Look at that poor darren, he was just as worried as anything else.
Out of boredom, i went to read some of my blog in friendster just now. ha. People do change. Changing to better and some, to the worst. From my blogs, i realised that time eventually passes very fast. From the time i was working at the HQ to now.. retaking my o level. Everything was just like yesterday.
Sometimes i do wonders, am i doing something that i really enjoying doing it? Frankly speaking, I also don't know what i like to do the most. Scouting? Lion dancing or sleeping? ha. But for now, I know what i have to do... studying! ha. You will realised that I seldom talk about my relationship nowadays. ha. Cause i am single! ha. Single is not bad after all. At least your spending is not two persons. But honestly, i cannot afford the time to go into relationship for now. Most of my time have been spending in sleeping and studying already. No more... ha.
Alright. Anyway, my mind is getting more and more blank now. Don't know why suddenly. ha. Do bear with me and my boring blog for the time being cause i have been quite a boring person nowadys. ha. K, see you guys around! Take care!
Loving you that time was my greatest mistake.
Now i cannot get over with it
and i kept thinking of you
every day
every hour
every minute
every second.
loves.
hopes.
hugs.
kisses.
where are you?!!

prelims exams

2007-09-19T01:36:00.001+08:00

I was having my exams since last monday. Started off pretty well. Tomorrow is my last paper. One more month to final exams!! Ah.. Had been suffering from sleepless nights since monday. Fell sick since friday but soon recovered on the saturday night. I joined darren on the lion dance performance on sunday with ahmad following along also. hahaha. Tmr there's another performance. Luckily tmr is my last paper. But from next week onwards.. hahaha. Let's see.
~~~
Well.. Nothing much to say cause i am rather confused now. No money. No time. No partner. hahaha. All i have now is exams, exams and exams. But soon, i believe, i will get back my freedom again. But i don't seem to be losing any right now. hahaha.
Alright, shall stop here cause it's already 1.40am and i have to wake up at 9.15am later. hahahaha.
Sayonara...
with loves.

2007-08-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hey. Stayed at home the whole day today. Woke up at 2.15pm in the afternoon. hahahaha. Meet ahmad for dinner and went to cut my hair. Finally, my PLTC badges are here. Went to take from freddy after my hair cut. Cool. My camp is coming... 4 more days!! hahaha. Hope it goes well. After that, *sign*.. got to chiong for my o level liao. Ah.... Dont care. Gonna do the best and enter to my favourite course! hahahaha. Guys, wish me all the best! hahahaha. Sounds wrong. and im so crazy tonight. Dont ask me why. I also dont know.
Alright, i wanna go eat my supper already. See you guys around!

updates updates updates

2007-08-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 2pm this afternoon. Supposed to wake up at 10.30am but dont know why over slept again. Intended to look for miss renu for english lesson, but she is going clinic. So gonna leave till tmr then go find her.
No lesson today. So stayed at home the whole day. Thoughts running through my mind again. Many things. All sorts of things. Studies.. Career.. Marriage.. Army.. and many more. No wonder my white hair is getting more and more coming out. Ah......
Messaged qihao at around 6 plus to ask him out for dinner. That shum, hahha. He is sick. Take gd care of yourself bro. Ahmad, my idol, he is at bedok with his parent so couldnt have dinner with us. Today is such a boring day! WTF? No lesson, no outing. All having schools. Hai. Whenever i got lessons, all started asking me out.
Aright. Keep it short tonight. Having dinner with yisin tmr. Going school tmr also.

What's going on?

2007-08-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

Hi! This is the most recent picture i took with my brother. Eh, have not been posting that many recently. Now my mind is in the blank again. Exams are coming. Camp is coming nearer also. Well, lets not talk about exams or scouting. Lets talk about something else. Emm.. Let me think.. O ya. Went to padang to watch the national day fire works with rebecca, venus, yisin, houson and too many to mention. lols. Not a bad day. Was fun after all. But poor rebecca have to wait for us for like hours? haha. It wasn't my fault also. Its the crowd. It was so packed. So many people.
One question, can best friend be trusted? Or rather should i ask, can friend or buddy be trusted? I've been thinking this question for the past few days. haha. If possible, someone give me an answer please.
What else?.. O im proud to announce that im SINGLE! haha. Its stupid but at least im free! O ya. Happy 19th Birthday brother shum! haha.
Well, nothing much to say now. Its already 2.20am in the morning. So.. ya.. (:

Confused.
Stressed.
Frustrated.
Pissed-off.
Fucked-up.
True love?
Childhood friends.
Wondering, wondering, wondering...

today.

2007-07-13T01:17:00.001+08:00

Yo! Once again, happy birthday to desmond and wen jin! Its on the 12 july. But its okay. Well, no lesson today, so got up at 12.35pm because meeting that freaker qihao at 1pm at kovan. He insisted on me going there because he claimed that he came to hougang to meet us everytime. Sounds reasonable and i agreed.
Met him and i was late for about half an hour? O no, is qihao early. lol. Went to the hawker centre nearby to eat "wanton mee" and with that disgusting story telling session by mr shum. Glad that i've finished my noodles first.
After lunch, got on the train and went vivo city. Young masters started their hobbies again at vivo city. See girls.. spend money as though our father is one of the minister. Opps, sorry. For the mentioned, its only referring to mr shum. Im already broke. My POSB left with only $13.95. Even if i wanna withdraw, the machine will display two words on the screen.. "FUCK OFF".
Tomorrow is friday. Oh, friday the 13. haha. Got lecture at 12.30pm and 2.30pm. At night, still having PLTC meeting. Cool. Not attending at first, but somehow or rather, i have decided to go, if situation allows. It depends. See how first.
Anyway, it has been a long time even since my blog has such wonderful activities reported. Alright, shall stop here. Good night! =)

quick update

2007-07-12T01:05:00.000+08:00

Yo! Everybody! Sorry. Have been missing for quite some time. Eh. Recently training hard for the taka lion dance competition. Playing the drum. Now then i realised that im a retard! hahaha. Slower by one second.
Wow.. This few months happening... haha. Im rather on a happy go lucky mood recently. I dont know why also. But until one sat. lols. Okay shall drop that. Yeah. My PLTC. Cool. Realised that most of my committee members cannot make it on the finalised date. Ah.... Jiu ming arh!!
haha. Guys, tell you all something.. Something interesting is gonna happen!! Look out for my blog! Trust me! Alright, just came back from lion dance training. My mind is in a blank now, so couldnt write much.
See you guys soon!

feeling agitated

2007-05-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

Another day. Woke up at 2.35pm this afternoon and missed my make up lecture. Anyway, gonna get ready for another long friday tomorrow. Continuisously three lectures in the whole afternoon starting from 12.30pm. Friday. My happy hour day. But before getting to enjoy, lectures might just kill me. (: Exams are coming!! I have not even touch my books. I'm still in slacking mood. Help me.
Today.. nothing much. Stayed at home the whole day. Went to meet her at compass at about 4 plus. Sent her home. She ended up reaching home at 6 plus to 7. Took the bus and let it go all the way to hougang street 21 and then back to seng kang interchange. Not my idea. Thanks to her.
Met up with qihao and rest for dinner. Wow.. nice hair cut qihao. No. Is nice operation done, hao. Anyway, feeling fcuked up these few days.
Alright. Turning in soon.
Night. Bye bye.

great morning sunrise

2007-05-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

It's a special day today cause i woke up at 6am! haha. Unbelievable right? Nah. Woke up so early today is to go for innotrek instructor course at sarimbun scout camp. Was rather boring course. Sent her to school then went to meet up with jordan they all.
Reached sarimbun at around 9.37am even with freddy's help to drive us in. After the briefing and introduction, we did some ice breaking game and got to know each other.
Spent the whole day at sarimbun scout camp. Played some interactive games and learnt how to do belaying for high rope course elements. It was raining almost the whole day, that's why we didn't do much of the high rope course elements.
Played some more games till 1830h and did a final debrief before we were being dismissed. Finally, home sweet home. (:
After that, we went to lot 1 shopping mall to have our dinner and then headed home.
Reached home.
Called her. Bath-ed. Online-ed. Friendster-ed. Blog-ed.

monday

2007-05-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

Slept at 4am yesterday morning. Was busy replying friendster's comments from my friends and revising my bio.
Did not manage to wake up on time. Woke up at 12.35pm and took my own sweet time to wash up and get ready for school. Guess what? When i reached north point, my friend called and told me that lectures is cancelled. WTF? Anyway, decided to hang around at north point and walk and walk and walk.
Met qihao and rest for dinner. Today is one of our most simplest outing. Had our dinner and then went home. Simple enough. (:
Reached home and realised that my mum is sick. Can't do anything much also. Wish her recover soon.
Came online at about 10 plus. Checked my friendster, blah blah blah.
Was unable to sign in to google at first. So decided to try again, and i eventually got in. That is why the time is 12 plus in the morning.
O level really spoil my life man. What the fish on earth that we people must take o level and exams after exams.
Spoiler.
Mood swing.
Fcuked up.
Lousy.
Loser.
Poser.
Anything i want to call others and whoever.
FUCK OFF EVERYBODY!!!
AHHHHHHh.......

many days

2007-05-07T00:06:00.000+08:00

Finally managed to sign in to my blog. Not blogging for so many days, felt very uneasy.
Okay, a quick sum up of what happened.
Friday, played soccer with don, how they all at block 925 shelter. Got screened by the police two times within 2 hours. Reached home at around 1 plus.
Saturday, woke up at 3 plus and played CS until jordan called me. Had my dinner with my family before going to meet up the rest for pool. Played pool with baocheng they all. And we supposed to go for bowling game, but ended up going for night cycling.
Went night cycling with yisin and rest.
Cycled all the way to punggol end and got screened by the police again. (the third time)
Went jalan kayu for breakfast.
Reached home around 6 plus this morning.
Woke up and went to my grandma house.
Played pool with gary and rest and..
home-ed.
bath-ed.
online...
blog.

sentosa

2007-05-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

What a day again. Woke up at 11.30am by her phone call and realised that i got 3 missed calls from her. Knowing that my lectures is at 2.30pm, i decided to take my own sweet time to get off from my beloved bed and to wash up and bath.
Same thing. Attended lecture and it eventually ended even before 4pm. So decided to go back hs to take something.
After taking my stuffs, headed back home and waited till 6.30pm to meet the rest for pool and dinner.
Went up to freddy's house before meeting the rest. "Played" with her beloved daughter and chatted with him. lol.
After which, pool for us and followed by our dinner.
Pool.
Dinner.
Pool.
Supper.
Talk cock.
Walk.
Home-ed.

pool

2007-04-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11am today. At last, got a wonderful sleep in the saturday morning. Called jordan and found out that he's still on bed. Decided to get off from the bed and wash up.
Took my time and lay on the bed after washing up. Tried calling jordan and he didn't answer. Called again and he picked up. He changed the meeting venue from hougang point to hougang sec. (expected). Told him i was already there when i'm still at home choosing my clothes.
Had a meeting with my rovers at HQ today. Found out that i was been "volunteered" to head the upcoming PLTC. Worried for O's but also tempted to do the project. Thanks freddy.
Went to meet qihao for dinner and had pool with bao cheng and rest.
Reached home at about 1.10am.
Bath.
On the computer.
Replied bao cheng's sms.
Online.
Check friendster.
Blog.
DONE.

sick

2007-04-28T00:34:00.000+08:00

Not feeling well since wednesday. Went to NUS to watch her SYF and eventually got worst after that trip. Didn't go to school on wednesday and thursday.
See a doctor and took a MC.
At least got her to accompany me go see doctor.
Finally got back to school and realised that i got chemistry test, maths test and biology test. WTH? Just recover from my sickness, and now, all these tests gave me a heart attack. lol.
Chemistry test was ok. Maths test, no need say. Biology test was easy.
Anyway, fall sick because i stayed back till late night to study and not online.
Sum up, after all was okay. Only the tests gave me stress and heart attack. (:
Last but not least, thanks lao po, for accompanying me to see doctor and be by my side even when i'm sick. Love you lots! (:

老婆，我爱你！！

Soccer game

2007-04-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

Chatted with her on the phone till morning 2am. After that, we headed off to sleep.
Woke up late this morning and realised that it was already 11.20pm. I got a lecture at 12.30pm. Took a quick bath and went off to school.
Today is one of my lecturers' birthday. They bought a cake for her. She looked happy and because of that, we missed our two lecutes. haha.
After the "celebration", I headed off to hs to help desmond with the job week cards. But it was all settled and i reached there.
Sent her home.
Met qihao they all for dinner and followed by a soccer game at the street soccer court near bowen sec.
An 3 hours long period without my phone. Battery flat.
Reached home and called her. She's not feeling well.
Life is unpredictable. So do cherish your love ones. Things may happen just like that.
Girlfriend are meant to be loved and cherished. Don't take them for granted or leave them aside.
Remember, I will NEVER be the bad guy in your life.

Oh.. and, Scout's training tmr. 8am. Supposed to go for camp instructor course. But not going already. going for the 9 may's.

wow

2007-04-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hey. Here I am again.
No school today. No lectures.
Came home at around 5 plus this morning. Went cycling with my friends.
Went to hougang sec to do some admin stuff with SPL. Rovers supposed to attend the meeting. But she was sick? emm.. Okay then.
Sent her home.
Ta pao fried rice back home as dinner. Too tired to eat out with qihao.
Now on the phone with her.
A new day tomorrow.
Good luck.

Art Fiesta

2007-04-18T01:57:00.000+08:00

Same thing. Woke up at 11 something this morning. I was late. Took a quick bath and went to school. Lectures end at 5 plus. I rushed back and got changed and went to victoria concert hall for hs art fiesta.
Went down with daryl and shu shun. We were late. And i was told that i am not allowed to go in until the interval. WTH?
After the concert, hang around outside where many flashes flashed into my eyes. Was taking pictures with my friends.
Took picture with her. (best pic ever!) haha.
Went for supper with too many people for me to mention.
and....
HOME-ed.

Thoughts

2007-04-17T00:49:00.000+08:00

As usual, went to school for lectures.
Woke up early to finish my tutorials, surprisingly. Hope is a good thing.
Thought was late for lectures, but ended up being early and no lectures today. Its maths tutorial first then followed by chemistry lecture.
Not a bad day after all. She replied me.
Sent her home.
She's no longer angry. (:
That's the most worrying thing for me.
Promised...
I will never make her cry again.
If yes, it would be for a happy occusion.

Sunday

2007-04-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hope everything's fine.
As what you promised.
Anyway, went to my grandma house and stayed there the whole day.
Do nothing the wrong day. Didn't sleep this afternoon surprisingly.
Tmr another week of school again.
Lectures here i come. Okay. Stops here.

Confused

2007-04-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

Don't know. That was the replied i got last night.
Look. Who is confused here? Me or you?
I'm confused now. My mind is in a blank totally.
Totally blank.
There's nothing in my mind. All that come cross my mind are just all her images and wild thoughts running around.
Am i being inmature?
Or am i being over sensitive?
I got no answers for that. You know it better than anyone else.
I just wanna tell you..
I LOVE YOU.
That's all.
I'm not asking much.
But can I?

Poor her

2007-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

She's sick.
Went for tuitorials today. So boring. On the way there, and realised that it was raining. Spoiler. Had been raining for the past few days.
Met qihao for dinner. And went home after that.
My mind is totally blank now.
Here comes my friday.
Happy hour.

Wednesday

2007-04-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

Went for lectures in the morning. It ended at 2pm. Went back to HS for photo taking. Red cross jump the queue.
Came back and took a bath before going hougang mall meet qihao for dinner. Sent her to tuition then went for dinner with qihao, ahmad, darren and freddy.
Picked her up and sent her home after her tuition.
Reach home and took a bath again. So hot.
Superman Returns... Here i come..

What a day

2007-04-10T17:45:00.000+08:00

Currently at Scout's shop using freddy's computer to post my blog. Went for Innotrek interview this afternoon with ahmad, jordan and carmen.
What a boring day. Went around the island taking bus here and there. Wasting of money. What the hell. Okay. Ends here. Anything, just leave your comment at my tag box.
Stay cool.
O level rocks!

A new post

2007-04-09T00:58:00.000+08:00

Thanks ernest, for editing my blogskin and stuffs. Dunearn sec campfire was fun! Had a great fun with my scouts. Went bowling with gary they all after the campfire. Thanks gary and sean for the bowling game. Bowling again? haha.
Okay, shall stop here. Got to finish up my work. (: A brand new week again.
Back to school
Back to work
and some..
back to sleep.

A new blog

2007-04-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

A new blog. Just created a new blog. Trying new things. Maybe not going to use back my friendster's blog. So many people are reading it. Of cause, my blog are meant for myself and someone special. (:
Okay. End of blog and that's it. Just simply testing out. Testing testing..